Onwards, and what have you

Maurice Ravel — String Quartet in F Major (2nd...

Sun, 06 Dec 2009 22:07:53 -0500

Maurice Ravel — String Quartet in F Major (2nd Movement)

Yes, I just watched the Royal Tenenbaums again.

11-3-09

Tue, 03 Nov 2009 03:11:37 -0500

I spent the night helping a good friend build a road leading into the abyss and back again, fragmented and built and rebuilt so that one end became the beginning, became the end, became the beginning. I stared, loading the light while he paced back and forth on our makeshift bridge above the pavement, trying to ignore the foggy windows and the soggy moans and the shifting shifting creaking from the cars around me. Full purses. Dressed all in black, weighed down by the hour, Jesus, what time is it now? Sifting through 70’s porno mags crusted with spunk that didn’t come from a clean place to begin with, everything covered with layers of dirt and cement and the sounds reverberating off the streets above. It’s dark here. The shanties have been here since last time but right now, it’s just us and the great wide nothing. And of course, the naked ladies. I lost my pills a few days ago and just found them again this morning. I’m angry, annoyed, tired; one or the other or a combination of the three. I’m scared, too, but less than I had been. Being in that place again reminds me just how much I need the damn things. This morning in class I almost broke down for no reason. But here, in this potentially dangerous and forgotten hole in the world I felt a sort of ease. Maybe it’s just the pills setting in again. The light ball flickers. The vestige of a place we know and love. It flickers, one on, two on, three on, four. Blue and yellow and alight in this hovel like the brightest star. And then it dies. And in that moment I know that I’m not alone. In the crushing darkness I’m wrapped in a blanket, not drifting in a void, and I feel that dead space might not be so bad after all.

Love,

Jason

My namesake! (via conniealba)

Sat, 17 Oct 2009 21:05:11 -0400

My namesake!

(via conniealba)

Yes. I covered the Clone High theme song.

Sat, 17 Oct 2009 21:01:14 -0400

Yes. I covered the Clone High theme song.

Aladdin and I wrote a song tonight. Please enjoy.

Sun, 16 Aug 2009 00:13:53 -0400

Aladdin and I wrote a song tonight. Please enjoy.

8-13-09

Thu, 13 Aug 2009 01:05:19 -0400

I am a boy of little relevance.

I run down to the rocks and draw little circles up and down my fingers pretending I don’t really want to swim today. It is too hot out. I’m sick. I am embarassed. I am afraid. I am in the background now.

I run my fingers over strings and bang on drums pretending that I am an adult, and this is serious business, and I have to work today, and I am tired. I’m not leaving the house today.

I roll down the hill and accrue very little. Mostly I’ll just continue to roll. I think I must like to roll. Knocking things down. Falling. Tumbling. I don’t seem to learn that rolling is bad for you. I know I’ll get a headache, but I don’t seem to care.

It’s late. I don’t want to sleep because I want to do things and don’t want to do things because I am sleepy. I ate too much. My eyes hurt. I’m sad. I’m frustrated. I am embarassed. I am afraid. I am in the background now.

Maybe I’ll back away a little further this time.

I ran over a bird on the drive home. Thanks universe, for making this day even shittier.

Mon, 10 Aug 2009 18:21:04 -0400

I ran over a bird on the drive home. Thanks universe, for making this day even shittier.

Who knew chemistry could be so dirty?

Sun, 26 Jul 2009 00:54:41 -0400

Who knew chemistry could be so dirty?

Audio

Fri, 10 Jul 2009 01:08:24 -0400

My fingers hurt.

Thu, 09 Jul 2009 01:07:28 -0400

I can’t recall ever having such a single minded fixation on. Well. Anything. But my fingers are blackened and burned and bleeding and yet I keep plucking away and I don’t want to do anything else. I’m rather reluctant to sleep. So I’m hoping to get this damn thing finished and exorcised from me within a couple of weeks so that I may get some fucking rest. I sincerely hope this isn’t one of those things where I go back and read and think, “Well that was silly, I’m not terribly self aware am I?”

Assuming I don’t cede to laziness, WHO WANTS AN EP???

Audio

Sun, 05 Jul 2009 17:20:32 -0400

Awesome.

Sun, 21 Jun 2009 17:29:30 -0400

Awesome.

I'm sure this is just a simple misunderstanding.

Sun, 21 Jun 2009 04:13:36 -0400

I'm sure this is just a simple misunderstanding.

People who bought this also bought Veckatimest.

Sat, 20 Jun 2009 00:29:12 -0400

People who bought this also bought Veckatimest.

Off On Off Off On On On Off On Off Off On You could store information using cats, but that would...

Mon, 01 Jun 2009 03:16:07 -0400

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You could store information using cats, but that would become rather expensive.

Broken Crow Cover! Aladdin - Vocals Ben - Vocals,...

Sat, 30 May 2009 17:13:45 -0400

Broken Crow Cover!

Aladdin - Vocals

Ben - Vocals, “Mandolin”

Alex - Violin

Dan - Vocals (I think, Dan, you were singing too right?)

Jason - Guitarrr

Alex - Violin Aladdin - Vocals Jason - Guitar

Sun, 24 May 2009 14:00:48 -0400

Alex - Violin

Aladdin - Vocals

Jason - Guitar

5-7-09

Thu, 07 May 2009 03:39:13 -0400

God, if it wasn’t raining and 4 in the morning I’d be on the steps right now. I’m pretty beat. Got up at 8 to help Shane move a sculpture. Everything went smoothly. Then hiked a shopping cart loaded with sculpture materials from school, which was a pretty atrocious affair. My hands are sore. I guess all the calluses wore away. I really want something to drink that tastes like fruit. Like something plum. Or peach. Or fruit punch. The sun came out for about a minute today. I’m stuck here for another 4 or 5 days. Bother. I really need to get out of here.

Freud must’ve seen this one at some point.

Sat, 02 May 2009 22:21:32 -0400

Freud must’ve seen this one at some point.

Stared at this for a solid twenty minutes.

Sat, 02 May 2009 22:19:12 -0400

Stared at this for a solid twenty minutes.